January 2008
13 posts
” whats funny is they like you so much and the minute you have bad news its like youre a bitch all so suddenly”
all i need is you
“I usually don’t think about the future. I mean, let’s face it, you...”
– scrubs
i understand now why ken thinks i’ve changed. he is a good friend. in a sense.
oh my god i feel like throwing up. i am NOT a very good person. in the least.
why does it feel like this whenever i hear about or see you.
i really wish it were possible to be this age, and not effect anyone but yourself with your actions. i hurt a lot of people because of my lack of permanency. the lack of being able to make a decision your 100% sure of.
shit gets a lot more complicated as you get older. things really start to mean…….something. fuck.
we go together. i know this. i’ve learned from mistakes and from the past that how you are when you’re with one another is so much more important than a bullshit conversation on how much one means to another. because if you don’t show it in your actions you can’t possibly mean it. it’s possible to say whatever the fuck you want it doesn’t make it true, but you...
You have to learn the art of forgiveness. This is not so much about forgiving others during this phase as letting go of your own self-defeatist attitude and accepting yourself for who you are. Traumatic experiences that occurred in the past contribute towards who you are now. You can see these events in a positive light if you try. horoscopes hit home, as objective as they are.
a star that i can't see
i love being walked on, or taken advantage of. i am always the “easy target.” to most. four of my friends told me how hanging out with me & carter is just like hanging out with us as friends. we don’t change. yet one, decides to say that i’ve changed. well, you can fuck off. because i do nothing but forgive you.
“And then he says something like this, “I would Die For You, But I...”
– perks of being a wallflower.
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no one is ever out of your life completely, even when you think you’ve washed your hands clean of them.