December 2011
35 posts
“i’m wildly unhappy. i’m trying to buy happiness and it isn’t working.”
staying strong in this cycle for the first time since it began. i’m not going to give in and start figuratively speaking, planning the wedding. that made me an idiot. a big idiot.
Instead I’m going to continue to accept reality. It isn’t a beautiful place, but it’s when I start getting carried away with every little thing that I lose myself. I found some semblance of...
this probably makes me a horrible person but everytime i see a family doing something cliche like taking family pictures at sears or getting their kids name printed on their pajamas, I can only think about how it all seems fake, going through the motions. That this is all a cover up.
a cover up from what? not sure. but, i think i’m so far past imagining being that happy.
im gonna be alright. its just gonna suck again for a while. but i can do this, just fine.
nothings changed and nothing will change.
just keeeeeeeeeep on keepin on.
“Every heart has its secret sorrows which the world knows not, and oftentimes we...”
– Henry Wadsworth Longfellow (via outcamethesun)
Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love
“‘It’s easy to be emotional. You can always make a scene. Remember me eight...”
– Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close (via outcamethesun)
maybe some of us don’t want to be in love.
“We dated and she’s an incredibly important person that I lived with for a long...”
– Justin Vernon on the meaning behind Skinny Love (via 75cats)
“I’m scared that I’ll be this way forever. That I’ll always be too scared, cynical, too alone, to ever fall for someone. They’ll be ready to do a lot of work if they want to be with me. I’m not simple anymore, because a no feelings relationship is the one that i’m “in” I’m afraid I’ll be a bitch to everyone and not let anyone ever...
i still believe in you
I can’t sleep I can’t wake My life support my dear has gone away I work so hard I break at noon I watch the same plot unfold there but never soon And I still believe in you I want so much That never comes The traffic moves so slowly Feeling numb And I still believe in you Late last night From on the roof I smoked a cigarette, I looked for proof And in the quiet I...
